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Gone Too Soon
I remember it like it was yesterday.
Still the words repeat over and over in my head.
"He passed away".
I'll never forget how I felt that day.
Mixed emotions, swirls of confusion.
I wanted to talk to you, hear your voice, see you one last time but it would have been too painful.
I remember going to the pier and watching them throw the flowers and ashes into the water.
I didn't want them to because I felt as if you would truly be gone forever.
It hurts to know that the only way to see you now is in pictures and memories.
I can't believe it's been 10 years since you've been away.
I wanted to at least say goodbye.
Sometimes I wonder if you would be proud of me if you were to see me now.
I can only hope that you're in a better place now.
Rest in Peace, Uncle.
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~For You~
Why did you leave?
All those years of wondering,
Where you could have gone.
I found you, but it's not the same.
Did you even care?
So many questions you left unanswered.
You just couldn't be bothered then.
Could you?
All that time spent searching
All those gifts that never made it to you
Emotions running through me
Feeling lost, forever searching.
Yeah I found you,
But it's not the same.
The bond was never formed.
The trust never established.
I can barely call you by your name.
I still love you, though.
Hopefully you love me too.
I don't want to push you away, but how do I know if you really care?
Sometimes I wonder if you ever thought about me while you were away..
If you ever stopped to think about me.
I want you in my life, but do you really want me in yours?
You seem sincere, but it's hard to tell.
I love you, but I still can't
Call you by your name.
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I'm tired.
Tired of wandering down this dusty trail.
Tired of going in circles,
Going somewhere but nowhere.
Tired of trying.
Tired of looking for nothing.
Tired of trying to find something that was never there in the first place.
Tired of wanting.
Tired of thinking about you.
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As the colors change the sky,
I realize what this means for you and I.
The light blue skies and golden rays of Summer
Change to cloudy gray with lots of rain.
The passion rises and falls with the temperature.
Love is like the heat.
Sometimes it seems as if it will never end, other times, it simply vanishes.
Gone, as if it never existed in the first place.
Love is like a fire.
Sometimes it burns for eternity,
Sometimes it goes out quickly.
Love is like a ghost.
Seen by some, not by all.
Some search their whole lives and never find it.
At times, it enters our minds
Looking for a place to stay.
Love can be true, it can be false.
Love can be loyal, or it can betray.
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Too Soon
Is it too soon?
Too soon for me to feel this way?
If it is too early to feel this way
Tell me then,
Why do I think of you every time?
Why do I picture you?
Why do I replay that moment in my head,
Infinitely looped?
Is there a reason that you won't leave my mind?
Is it too soon to walk home in the dark with a grin on my face?
A smile to illuminate the night?
The first smile to appear on my tired face,
Whenever I hear your name..♥
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Locked in a Box
To think that I fell for your lies,
Believed that I was special in your eyes
Thought that when you stared, you actually cared
But somehow I knew that deep inside,
You had something to hide.
No longer will I sit and cry,
Or look wistfully at the sky.
For I keep my heart locked
Locked away inside a box.
Safe and sound where it cannot be harmed.
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And now for something completely different..
We all have different takes on it, all around the world, everyone has different ideas on what is and what isn't attractive. There's a saying that goes like this; "Beauty is in the eye of the beholder". Beauty is indeed in the eye of the beholder, but in today's society, we seem to be attempting to mold a certain standard for what is appealing to who. In the media, we seem to be exposed to the same sort of standards for "beauty", not just for women and girls, but for men and boys as well.
All these commercials and media are basically sending the same message: If you look this way  then you will be revered and everyone will treat you with respect. This then, of course leads some who do not look exactly the same way to resort to all sorts of measures, just to fit in with what only some see as appealing in their eyes. By doing that, they not only kill their esteem knowing that they'll never look exactly the same as that "pretty" model on tv, but they risk damaging thems
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ehhhh... I'm Mia, and I like a lot of different stuff :D I love to go shopping, hang out with my friends, go to the mall, play tennis, listen to music, you get the idea. My dream is to travel the world and be famous, and I'm currently studying French and Russian :) I hope you like my art, and anything else on my page. Well byee for now~

Favourite genre of music: Pop, Techno, Rock.
Favourite style of art: drawing
Life tends to happen. I guess that's why I haven't been on here in a while. School is slowly taking away my smile one year at a time but at least I have my friends and boyfriend to help me through it. Geez, being back on here brings back a lot of memories. 


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alexandrephilippe Featured By Owner Jan 31, 2013
thanks for the fav:)
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alexandrephilippe Featured By Owner Apr 25, 2012
Thanks for the fav;):)
ringdocus Featured By Owner Apr 25, 2012
You're welcome :D
Dragon-Enthusiast Featured By Owner Apr 9, 2012  Hobbyist
Heey! Hannah was talking about getting her wisdom teeth removed today at 6 to 6, so I randomly started looking up videos on YouTube and... XD this: [link]
It's a crazy lady after anesthesia. Apparently, it will happen to all of us in a few years! (Or, at least, to me, I know I'm getting my teeth removed). Look in the vid description if you can't figure out what she's saying. I thought it was pretty hilarious! :D
ringdocus Featured By Owner Apr 9, 2012
Hey! Hahahahahahaha!!! XD Omg I wonder if that would happen to me if I got mine pulled out xP That was funny though xD
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ringdocus Featured By Owner Feb 22, 2012
no problem :)
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